CaP~Pa~LaNg

Actually i have a lot of stories and heart sound that i want to tell .. but i don't know which topic to start to and yet i have no enough time for me to edit blog or to think a better words to make my blog sound nicer,, so maybe u will start to feel that my grammar are totally out or u cant understand what actually i want to tell.. here i want to apologize first... :P,,,,

recently a lot of things are change or maybe can say a lot new things happened in my life that i need to go through,, i cant say that people are changing but we all are changing due to the environment,, we cant just follow the original plan or the current life style until old or death,, maybe u are the lucky one to get that,, but im sure mostly will need to be change,, either u decided or u are force to,, but all are for our own good,,,,

if talk about work life,, maybe u are get use to be a student and everything are spoon feed by the lectures and no need to pay any responsible to any kind of responsibility,, now u are in the working life,, u need to know that people are paying you and of course they want something worth the same back or even they want more than what they pay u,, no matter u like or don't,, u still need to follow their rules,, and sure we still can get the job,, and of course when u are feel bored to be control by people and u want to be ur own boss,, the responsible are even more,, u cant say that i want to wake up at 12noon and do nothing for the whole day and without any good reasons,,,,

if talk about family love,, one maybe you treat them as your best friend or your good listener or maybe u treat them as your soul,, thing will change soon and sooner,, this not only they become bad or not the same character when u know them but maybe because the environment change,, they have their new life,, they have their new family,, they have their new thinking,, they are busy as you to build their future,,,,

if talk about love,, from normal friend to special friend to very very special friend and to partner and last to husband and wife and of course the old life partner all are changing from stage by stage that we all need to go through,, maybe in this process the things will be up and down just like others (work and family and friends),,,,

we need to be brave to accepted the changes and don't be scare,, everything will be fine soon,, first step are always the hardest step to success,, decision are always harsh@cruel,,,,

here i want to wish all my FAMILY & FRIENDS happy 2010 and always stay healthy,, and i want to tell u all that i love u all so much... ~SA~LAN~HEE~ ^_^